Puisi Halusinasi Jiwa

Embun pagi melihat langkah ku, mengitari senja diperadaban ku.
kicau burung pun mulai berbisik tentang ku,yg tak mampu melawan hari ku.
angin pagi berusaha memeluk mesra tubuh ku,dan menyakin kan ku bahwa aku mampu,mampu untuk melangkah kedepan.
namun awan tersenyum sinis meremehkan ku,aku mulai takut akan diriku, aku mulai tak mengenal jiwa ku sendiri.
siapa aku? dan untuk apa diriku?
bisik daunpun menjawab anganku,engkau adalah cinta dan engkau hidup untuk mencintai, entah aku dan sekelilingmu.

last man standing

When sadness fills your day,
And you’re feeling rather grey,
How wonderful it is
When a loved one comes your way
To brighten up your day.

What joy is to be found
In the arms of one who cares,
Who with every moment shares
The love for you he bears,
And fills your heart with joy!

How thankful one must be
To have a love like thee,
Who sets my sorrows free,
And kneeling on one knee,
Gives all he is to me

poet's

Dear poet, in dream’s aspire, seeks love’s illusion
For the write of beauty stems from emotion’s well
That feeling’s cause dreams to become confusion
So the poor poet writes of only ideal love’s tell

And reality’s sight is lost to poor heart’s deception
In this dimension, does love make poets of us all
And welcomes all to heaven’s sweet reception
To pen hopes to Venus, she does hear poet’s call

Dear heart swells with joy, such rich impressions
And we write soft words to a deity above the sky
Poet’s pen is heart’s rich hand of sweet confessions
Tender words of joyous move to reality’s goodbye

Love is not for those who fear intention’s write
For love is the joy of a poet’s pen in open invite

For You

I want to hold your hand,
and bring you to an enchanted land,
explore all there is to find,
with you my life i want to bind,

everyday i hope and pray,
that i can hear what you have to say,
for you i would throw away my pride,
so that in me you would confide.

Love... The Pisces Way.

Is the dream of love
More exquisite than reality’s hard earth
That an ocean’s soft wave more a romantic hearing
Than love which is a ruling to civility
And… Are you this dependent swim
This illusive angel fish, which drowns in emotion
So that you then drift in such water’s paradise
Love is an all-colour experience
In mists and swirls of escapist and luminous soap
That bubble-baths imagination
Till each bubble is a floating ball of dream’s high
To float you into a longest loved sleep

Is this an ideal, this feeling of sweet romance
That you lie, with eyes closed
To a noisy world of brittle inconvenience
To see the bird of paradise, on fluttering wing
As it enjoys you to an act of softest touch
For you are the director of your passion’s play
That imagination is your partner to this event
And so you play out the role
Unsure of reality or that this dream is real

Do you yearn for sweet demonstration
That a love lays a velvet glove to your heart
And, in light touch, induces you to inspired pleasure
Oh, to this dear act, this passion’s play
Which brings a dream’s intelligence to centre-stage
So a water’s perfume anoints
And this precious scent becomes the drug’s addiction
And then, are you in dependency
Of sweet Pisces love.

Naked

i am
standing here

naked

before you tonight

heres every idiotic scar and mark and track

every last bit of this abuse was self inflicted
every wrong decision was completely mine alone

i alone made these choices to piss my life away
it wasnt societies fault or a bad childhood

i am here baring every bit of my polluted soul
every last shred of my nearly destroyed being

there are no more bad habits ruling me
there are no addictions left of any kind

i now know that all i want in this life
is the wondrous chance to be with you.

L.O.V.E.

I fell in love with this shining light.

He shines so bright.
Hes my star.
I fell fast, I fell hard.

Love never listens when you say 'no'.

I had cuts, I had pain.
But he showed me love again.
He now hangs in my heart, even at a far.

I fell in love with a shining star.

No more cuts, no more pain.
In love I stand.
For now, and always.

I was scared of the dark.
One night my star shined so bright.
Fear now replaced with love.

Tonight I say.
"My star. I love you."

RE note in a Bottle

I really like the poem. I don't know why but it inspired me to write this one (sorry I did not know where to post the poem ~ hope you don't mind).

GROOMS SYMPHONY

It starts with a sonata,
Rock solid tone
of the reality
we know.

The groom picks up
The heavenly Stradivarius
And slowly tells us the story
As he knows us, cradled us.

Of the father of lights
He spreads the warmth
With every note
He tells us He knows us.

Our hearts respond
To the sound
Closer to the bridge bow is
More dramatic the sound.

He chooses a more soothing
Version
Of
The same….


The tones awaken the
Childlike,
Innocence in
us…

Eternal friends
Through Him
We can be
If we can only see.

With every tone
He stays with us
He said He will
Never leave us
It holds us
His case upholds ours
If we follow
And stay
In Him…

This time
He tells us not so much
Of the journey as of the morsels
He left for us
Like Hansel and Gretel lost
Morsels birds could eat
As searching for Him
We are falling off our feet.

His heart
Through the music
Tells us of perseverance
He cradles the violin as he whispers
Sweet music in his heart
The man with music in His heart.

Man with child in His eyes
Man with father and child in His eyes…

The violin rebirths our hopes
Almost
If violin could it would…

Holding hands
As little children
In the rain
Even though we are
Wet and cold
We are not waiting in vain ~

His music keeps us warm.

It started off as a sonata
It turned into a symphony
We tend to hear more
Of a rhapsody when we are cross…
With things…

But it is indeed a celestial symphony.

~ Deborah Rose~

RE FlashBack

Terrible decieption crawl towards your end
See to it, through it
Like the rays break the shade
Into the center
into the core
Pass to the corruption
and relive in insperation
Live in love
Bath in it

Heart to heart
Musn't fall apart
From the words that set my soul free
The words that are legend
Awakening to the creation
A light warns me of awareness
Alive to today
Now and forever more

i Love You

Singing in the mall with your sister, "I love our life, I love you, I love me". Smiling and laughing. You ask me to go into the bathroom with you. I follow, smiling, not knowing what is to come next.

I sing with you,"I love our life, I love you, I lov---". My tone gets cut short due to a gun shot. I scream and cry as I see your body fall limp. Why? Why did you leave me here alone?

The next day, your parents call me up, and say I left my shirt at your house. I walk over there, singing our song, "I love our life, I love you, I love me". I see your father, depression hiding behind his mask.

You were his only child, and now your gone. He blames me for your death. But I blame him for your sorrow. Which is true? Sweetie, why did you leave? Was it really your fathers abuse? Was it me? May I say one thing Sweetie?

I love you. That still comes from the heart of the ten year old you left. Yes. Even though 6 years later, I still love you.

emmh... nice

Dizzy Head

How I dream of pictures inside my mind
So I painted one of love lost in time
But how the images moved so slow
As colors disappeared with every stroke
From bright sunshine to light fading away
As a tear drop moon fell into its place

Something from one of my reoccurring dreams
Creaking cemetary gates voice the dead silent screams
As I painted a shooting star fall from grace
I felt a gentle breeze caress my face
Than someone softly said please tell me a new story
Bring this picture back to life with one of hope and glory
Such a strange numb I felt when I heard this strangers lips
Whispering to this star beautiful words that I could kiss

Starlight star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may I wish I might
Find someone that I could fall in love with tonight
Than from a dizzy head I watched the universe fly by
Because at that single wishful moment her eyes met mine

It inspired me to draw a face I have never seen before
But your angelic voice gives my heart so much more
As there is a God in heaven I will make your wish come true
And than you will know what you should already know,
that Im in love with you

I dream of that thing called Love

I dream,
Dream of love.

I lie in bed,
Dreaming of that thing called love.

What is love?
Is love an emotion, or a dream?

I sit alone.
I dream of that thing called love.

We sit, holding hands.
I wonder if you see me, or if you just look through me.

Walking into your open arms,
dreaming that your my love.

You say you love me,
but I still sit, dreaming of the thing called love

You smile and my heart skips a beat,
I'm no longer dreaming

My heart beats for you,
I hold your love within mine.

Finally we exchange the wonders of the words,
"I love you"
~* Lyz<3 *~

emmh.. so sweeeeet..

Obsession of My Heart

Like vigorous venom infused in our tunnels of life,
Love poisons every attribute of ecstasy when absent,
Draining our life with every heartbeat until one comes to emotional crucifixion.

Like fire burning in the centre of our world,
Like the sun we are dependant upon,
Slowly depleting as time goes by,
Burning away and selfishly takes all its surroundings.

Bringing one to their knees no matter the scale,
We are dependant on our sun to keep life flowing,
With no substance to fuel our fire,
Havoc will be unleashed within,
Taking along all surroundings.

You have become my sun,
My love for you, the substance to fuel the fire.
A fire that burns with such ferocity that cannot be extinguished,
Unless reality comes down falling.

Regrettably you've become the venom,
Burning my veins as you flow through my body and leaving behind a trail of ashes,
Slowly bringing the end to the horizon.

Where are you....
Can't you see I need you..

It is So

these are the days of truth
and reconciliation
and if it is the way of jackals
and the politely lying
to sleep through them,
then it is to the truly in love
that life looks to live it
and our eyes are wide

awake
stirring
seeking approval from none
and needing it even less
we choke the day of all it will surrender
and when the night cautiously approaches
to fill our empty glasses
these thirsty throats cry out
that the world will never be enough

to satiate
to satisfy
us for our lust for one another
is the blasphemy of the obvious
and it will not be done
I cannot hold you or kiss you
or even see you
and pretend contentment has taken me
for each moment in your absence is desolation
and I am poorer for it
and if this same poverty finds you lonely
too,
call out to me
and I will cure you if only for a moment.
this selfish,
selfish
moment that I need so desperately
and more than you

FlashBack

Esoteric patterns uncoil and hiss
Like a day when jack escaped the box
A dragon sits at the doorway
waiting for it's next meal
Next to nothing this is
It becomes a supernatural ahora
and vibraites rainbow spectrums of color
So vast like the deep blue sea
and so loyal like my love for God

Honey Bun

Barginning for a pair of shoes
the shrink tried some vodoo on me
I'm not kidding I met someone that has been through as much as me
A fascinating retro of mind
then as I unwind I'll find the time to gather these grapes of wrath
and then stomp them out like a mighty force of nature
Like a breast feeding mother I must trust that fear is discipline
A voice told me to hide the weed in the chocolate
Geniuse guidence of a way so bright
Love on this lonely night
I go off into the drifting smoke
and I see her clearly; no joke
Thats all folks

Verbal Conviction

Stars appear so large on mars
There goes a duck chewing on the grass
Another hallucination of wind talking
Tring to tie my shoe I get stuck with you
and a dismale sight of waste in the trash
Lust collecting dust and a shadow of desire
Temptations avast; the boder at last
In cumbersum vigilance a particle of love
Starry day dream; beams of gleaming lights
All day and all night

Wings of Hopes

Give me the life that we were meant to have together.
The simple life of the little joys.
Living under the same roof, sharing our thoughts.
You have given me a new purpose, a new soul in this tattered body
To live my life with you and our families.
We are perfect, as close as one could ever be.
Together we think as one, laughing and sharing our secrets.
Loving each other, at every moment we can,
Not one has gone to waste.
Giving each other hope, for the better future yet to come.
Living our lives to the fullest together.
Completing and ruling our domain with our inner power
The Inner passion comes out hard and deep
Providing us the wings of hope and love
So we shall explore the world of mystery together.

~Last Kiss~

Window

There's a window in my house that i look out every evening.
It is so clear, it gives me a great view of everything.
But whenever i look through, i see the image of you, on that day when you were leaving.
So no matter when i look out I'll never see the one thing i want to see.
And that is you coming back to me.

I didn't mean to hurt you.
It was my worst mistake.
And the guilt i feel is almost more than i can take.
All i want for you to do is forgive me.
I swear this was never the man i wanted to be.
I don't want you to think of me as your foe.
So please come back, so i can see you through my window.

I just can't stand not being able to look into your eyes.
I wish i never told you all those lies.
Now there's no point in me looking out my window anymore.
Everything out there is now a really big bore.
Cause I'll never see the one thing i want to see.
And that is you coming back to me.

Oh please come back!
I'm sorry about what i did.
I was acting like such a stupid little kid.
I've apologized so many times.
And I'm getting tired of singing so many rhymes.
Please can i have one more chance?
Please can i have just one more dance?

Please forgive me.
Let me show you the kind of man i was meant to be.
I don't want you to think of me as your foe.
So please come back, so i can see you through my window

Note in a Bottle

Can you hear me old companion of mine do you still feel the vibration of my whisper in your ear
I see you yet I don't recognize the world I knew you just lay their can you feel my tears

You always smiled back with eyes so bright you kissed my lips back at the end of the night
Long dear friend life companion show me a sign that your still by my side

So much I have to say so much we have to do yet time is up for me & you
on this earth time now stands for me but know your soul & my soul as one are forever love strong & true

Your shell now lays on display in a man made room of corruption
I'll never look into your eyes again no more physical get to know bonding discussions

So long best friend my true love I must leave what you left behind for all to see like a note in a bottle drifting in hopes to be found & understood in mother earths sea

-Edward-